Im told to forget about what I did. Stop thinking about the crash and move on, and that makes sense. I Would probably be a lot happier if I could just move on and forget about it. But im in jail because it was all my fault, I got behind the wheel while drinking and killed a guy 11 minutes after I started going home. And its not something I can just forget. He was someone, I don't know who he is or if he had a family or anything. I just know he was in the other car. I wish it was me instead but that's not how life works. Sure im being punished but its not the same, ill be out soon enough if I behave, but even if that man was a saint hes not coming back from where he went.
I think I know how I can forgive myself. I cant forget this man, even if I could I dont want to, he deserved better. I think I'll learn who he was. The least I could do is remember him...