Hey, sorry for just showing up like this but I have no idea what to do. I got home early from my shift at the diner, which obviously he wasn’t expecting, and heard all I needed to come from my own bedroom so um I came straight here because you know you’re my best friend. I don’t think it’s fully hit me yet like I’m in shock, it doesn’t feel real. Ugh I have so many questions but it’s not like I can go back and face him right now so I’m not going to get any answers. Just how long he was lying? That’s what I really want to know, how much of it...how much of it was a lie? He knows how I feel about cheating and he knew I wouldn’t forgive him, but he did it anyways. Three years down the drain like it meant nothing. Now I’m just mad and confused. And what am I supposed to do now? Where am I supposed to live? It’s not like I can go back home to my family, I promised myself I would never do that. I know you’ve told me I can crash here whenever so I might have to take you up on that, you’re like my family anyways, but it’ll only be for a little while I promise. I’m going to have to see him and get my things. But you know what? Screw this, there’s no better time than the present. I’m going to go back there, walk straight into my room, paying no attention to him of course, grab my things and leave. My shift was supposed to last another hour so they’ll probably still be busy.
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